Loving something that is not true

Loving something that is not true

Is all I seem to do,

I saw you in movies and magazines

Wishing you would know my name

Dreaming we would meet some day… 

But truly we never will.

Where is the answer to this prayer?

All the questions I’ve been asking

There nowhere to be found

Never to find

So I close my eyes and scream your name

Maybe you will hear me…

Maybe you will run to me,

Only me

Maybe, in your dreams,

You will see

Who knows??

Maybe you see my dreams when you’re there

Maybe you feel, incomplete, because…I’m not there.

I move mountains with my thoughts

I break walls and stones with a love that isn’t real

 Why be in love if we never going to feel it

Why dream of magic things if all they do is break you when you wake up, and it’s not there. What would happen if everyone could see my papers, dreams and life? Would they laugh because I’m like the other girls? Because I’m pathetic?!? I want to be different!!  Not stuck in the love of pretty people, famous people that I have never met…Sometimes movies I have never seen…or shows that I can’t let go.

Why to brake if we can’t fix. ?

Why to change, if it’s already ok?

Why to be different, when we want to be the same?